< | Saturday, May 31, 2003
yeah today was another day in school with tsd again..had GM and got screwed..but wats new rite? we kinda expected it..
well shall not dwell on it..good news is that we finally managed to get the flying broom to work! yeah!! haha..
im quite happy today for a change..u know why?!
he is back!! earlier than expected haha!! im so happy so so very happy..i miss him so much and u know wat? i prayed to God just now to bring him back and my prayer was answered!! never doubt the power of the Lord..this is what i have to say..if you are alone, he will always be there for you..all you have to do is to pray and he will be there for you..
11:00:00 PM
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< | Friday, May 30, 2003
im sad..yeah i am..he told me last nite that he is going away to malaysia for a wk..not see him for a wk..well i dunno how will i be able to survive? yeah i guess in some ways, becos of all that has happened to me recently, i depend on him emotionally..thats why i reacted so violently to this news..but its okie, i know deep inside i will have the will power to survive this..rite?
thanks to huan,rach and yas and kor for comforting me..you guys have made it easier for me to get through this..:) i love ya guys! now all i need is to cheer up..any suggestions?
10:49:00 AM
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< | Wednesday, May 28, 2003
today was quite a average boring shitty old day..wats new rite? cant wait for 13th june..after that would be freedom!!
had albert's grp meeting today..their demands are like impossible!! they want flowers to sprout from the studio floor and a broom to fly across the studio?! wth?! how are we supposed to do that? any suggestions anyone?
yeah darling, i know this is like the 10th time u have read my blog today, so decided to post this so u have something new to read..haha yeah im glad ur grandfather is okie, hope he can be discharged soon..
im sorry that you had to pei me and comfort me when u yourself was so worried yesterday, i just realised how selfish i was, to be only concerned about my stupid grades..and there i go saying that i would change when i never really changed at all..
remember ur promise :) whenever u are sad or worried,im just a call away, a msg away..just tell me no matter what okie? its my job to be there for u just like u were there for me so let me do something okie? i dun want u to be always worried for me, im okie u know..and dun be bored by the holidays,must cherish it because when school starts you would be regretting it..trust me
yeah thats about all..im dead beat..tml having slots until 10 plus..my mum is quite pissed at the fact that i have to stay back so late for slots everyday..told her that i may be dropping TSD and she seems quite pleased about it..haha at least i have one person supporting me now yeah!
11:04:00 PM
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yeah i got a D for tsd...was quite sad and diasppointed at first but now..after thinking it through, i guess i deserved it..i knew that I was not the "english" type of person for TSD..yeah well I made a decision, if my mid-yr results are not good and im forced to drop a subject, TSD would be it..i mean wat's the point of taking a subject which u are not good at right? putting in so much hard work and effort only to get crap and shit....not worth it i guess
I may be bad at acting and stupid and lumpy but at least i have great friends! all you guys thanks alot! *muacks*, when i was down, you all rallied around me and cheered me up love ya guys! Thanks huan for being there, for sneaking out with mi , for everything..thanks rach and crystal for staying back in the AVA, for the hugs and kisses haha..thank you sue ann and yas for the hugs and for cheering me up, thanks christine for giving me that bookmark thing to cheer me up and thank you all the TSD ppl for being there :) Thanks adel too for being so concerned even when u were not sure whats going on, i read ur blog and im really really very touched..
The biggest thanks will be to my darling..for rushing down immediately, for ur "fabulous" lunch...haha for being there, for supporting me, for being so sweet,for loving me...i had a wonderful time yesterday, really unforgetable haha..yeah...Thanks
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< | Tuesday, May 27, 2003
wat's the point of wanting to speak to someone when all the person does is mumble a few sentence and goes back to his friends? yeah and wat's the point when speaking to someone makes u feel like u are imposing on his freedom and fun?
haiyah..i guess i feel really sad now..sometimes feel so confused about my feelings..i really dunno wat i am feeling i guess..just that i would like to feel wanted..
12:08:00 AM
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< | Monday, May 26, 2003
i know u are reading this now.. just wanna tell ya that i miss you lots..wanna see you now but i cant..well take care darling
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< | Sunday, May 25, 2003
today was our one month anniversary! HAPPY ONE MONTH!!
yeah had a wonderful day today..he wrote everything down liao haha so for a detailed account of today you can read it at his blog..
thanks for the necklace and the letter too..esp the letter, it was really really sweet :)yeah finally bought the funeral costume thing for vic, the elaborated one cost like $180 bucks! luckily the uncle was very nice and let me buy the inside suit of the elaborated one for $20 only! thanks uncle..cant believe in TSD we have to go down to funeral shops to buy stuff..my dad was quite horrified to hear about it haha..well at least i know what i would have to wear when i die :P
i love uploading pictures!! this one is of me and huanling and taken during our malaysia trip for CO! nice rite? this is like the best picture we have taken together..usually all our pictures together turn out horrible..it cannot be helped i guess, with a face like huanling..she just ruins everything :)
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< | Saturday, May 24, 2003
just came back from Bugis swensens! we celebrated Cheryl's birthday! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERYL! bascially we gourged ourselves and then ordered a huge earthquake..haha we made alot of noise..when vonz's order came the first thing she said was "huh..so small ah?" haha..spastic woman and she ordered another chicken baked rice after that lah, but wat's new rite..
took some neoprints after that too..i miss cheryl and kaiyong lots! never seen them for ages,they both look much better than before :)
here are two of the neoprints we took today:
from top left clockwise: vonz,me,huan,gen,cheryl and kaiyong
we screamed and shouted while taking these neoprints that some ppl from outside "shhh" at us haha we are always doing that..aniway we humilated ourselves again when we were looking at the top 10 neocards on the screen..in 7th place was this fat and ugly girl wearing a bikini top! i mean how gross can you get right? haha when we saw this all of us just burst out laughing and attracted the attention of everyone in the shop..haha..quite sad lah but i really enjoyed today,catching up on gossip with all my beloved 4k friends :) really missed those old times
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haha yeah! i can paste pictures up! haha.. THANKS YIHANG for the "tutoring session" at your house just now..
this is the picture of a few of mine closest friends in secondary school, we call ourselves the Five GanG SwitCh and A DoG , it is obvious who the dog is rite? haha
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< | Friday, May 23, 2003
THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!
its a brand new day! yeah skipped econs again..i cant remember the last time i went for econs lecture..oh well...watever
good news! ruben won ameriacn idol!!! yeS!!! my cute teddy bear won muhahahahahahahah!
im supposed to be doing my elit essay now but i cant help being drawn to the computer haha
thank god my dear liked his new layout haha! my efforts are not wasted..and yihang! u keep msging me that you know how to put pics and music up.. WHEN ARE U TEACHING ME?
Huanling told me that she never quarrelled with me before..quite true..must friends quarrel to be even closer to each other? Can we be just as close without any problems between us? Im not sure about that..but our friendship has always been peaceful as far as I know and I think I would like to keep it tat way.
Ivan always goes on and on about how he misses all of us yes never goes out with us???? dunno wat he has been up to these days..
yeah i guess I am in "missing all my old friends in DHS but not in VJC" mode
8:31:00 AM
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< | Wednesday, May 21, 2003
guess i was feeling quite down in my previous entry..but now the problems are solved! yeah!! haha..yah,i guess this problem will always exist but if we are willing to put it aside and concentrate on each other, i believe that everything will go just fine :) im sure every relationship there will be lows and highs and yeah..wat rach said..each party must play their own part in order to get through anything and I guess that sometimes, I should not be so selfish in a relationship, that was what i was last time but I know that i want this to work and that i have to change my mindset on how i should behave when in a relationship
thanks for the cookies :)
on the other hand, i have not touched any of the essays yet! help! we have like 3 lit. essays due on friday wat the hell rite?!?!?!?!
there was no GP today and a few of us just rotted in front of the com. in our class for 1hr playing a ultra lame game featuring a band called alkaline trio..i can say this was the stupidest game i have ever played in my whole life..ppl pls go try it haha
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sigh..just read rachel's blog..im so envious of her..i guess its nice to be in love with someone for so long..yrah got me thinking for awhile about what she said, i think i agree that maybe that is why couples break...because one of them don't support each other but for my previous cases, i guess it was that i do not want to be supported or to support them.. but then again, i don't believe i was in love then.
now? well..we are going through a rough patch i think but we will get better right? yeah must believe in that lah..don't want to go back to those one-mth relationship things again..
today is such a crap day,i feel lazy,tired,crappy,greedy,fat,sluggish and watever...no mood to do anything productive i guess
haha stupid justin made us excited over nothing when he told us that the AMERICAN IDOL result was out! and guess wat? we rushed all the way down to the library to check out who won and the results were not out yet!!!!
aniway just wanna say GO RUBEN!! I LOVE YA! RUBEN RUBEN!
11:40:00 AM
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< | Tuesday, May 20, 2003
stupid rachel! keep posting stuff here to make me look like a freaking lesbian! aniway the last post was hers too
aniway watched A55 pieces today! wow!!! they were damm good! wonderful! amazing! i was seriously tramatised by alot of the pieces..they were all so creepy and sadistic and watsoever..use of blood..Daphne's one was so horrifying that i cried after the piece! yeah she dripped hot candle wax over herself in her piece!! after her piece when she was massaging me, i cried again! haha..i know..im a big cuckoo..cry and cry haha mad one lah me..the most amazing thing was just before her piece..she was laughing like nothing is gonna happen..not in character at all!
I loved Sara's piece too! it was damm funny..laughed my heads off! haha..
yeah after that went to BK with some TSD ppl to celebrate..we stayed till quite late..played lame fortune games with cards..haha we really have no life..believing in what the cards told us...all of us talked about some serious stuff later..brought back some sad memories lah..quite sad..
yeah good luck guys! u have my support! (you know who u are)
and dont worry and dun think about the past too much okie (u know who u are too!)
and enjoy ur life now! cherish it! (haha..okie u know who u are....okie lah this person is rachel lah)
yeah love my blog! haha cant get enough of it
11:06:00 PM
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ever since i lost rachel, just when my blog came out beautifully, my life has been unbearable. i feel as though my heart is taken away from me! i call out to you, rachel. i kiss the ground you walk on. come back to me!!!!!!
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haha in case u guys din realise this..the last entry was posted by who else but Rachel haha..aniway yeah she is great! but she made me sound like a lesbian!
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haha! RACHEL IS THE COOLEST!!!!!
she rocks!
she rules!
she's just so cool you cant get enough of her!!!!
mwuahahahahaha!!!
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yeah!!!! check out my new layout..cool rite? haha..thanks rachel!
11:15:00 AM
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< | Monday, May 19, 2003
Get outta here, you bitch! People hate you as much
as they hate Osama!
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damm it..must be something wrong with this quiz leh..im not that bitchy wat..hmmp!
11:43:00 PM
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wow..haha..think i really was a basket case the last time i posted on blogger..sounds really sucidal..but yeah im okie now! yeah!!! the monos. are over!! haha im really high now! wat a tiring day...but wat a fun day too! yeah then a few of us went to celebrate after the exams..haha..yeah! tml is another day of exams..all the best A55! im sure u guys will do well..i think all the pieces today were excellent :)
haha yeah..im high lah..cant help it..
11:27:00 PM
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< | Saturday, May 17, 2003
i cant act, my acting sux like hell why am i even in tsd?? sometimes i think im too great but im just deceiving myself
im soooooo fat and ugly
he's ignoring mi now..guess thats becos im fat and ugly?
sometimes i think im ready to live my next life now..maybe its time to leave,nobody will miss mi if im gone anyway...
fuck
10:45:00 PM
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< | Friday, May 16, 2003
im tired! my eyes are tired from practising my stupid mono. damm it..feel as though my life is going nowhere..the world is passing by me but im stuck here..not knowing where to go..wat do i do????????
did not go to school today..seriously cant take one more day of crap and BS...yeah lazy to write anymore
i need a life
9:18:00 PM
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< | Tuesday, May 13, 2003
today was quite a tiring day..haha we ended at 3.30,went to suntec with rach and hl, raced to buy food and gourged ourselves as usual haha..met up with SOMEONE later and we walked quite awhile..tiring man..since I just had my stupid 2.4km run yesterday..why do SOME people not listen to friends or closed ones who see them everyday and know them better but choose to listen to ppl that they just once in a very long time? I don't know..ask SOMEONE loh haha..
my mono. journal is like some piece of crap..thank god for RAch's help! remind me to give u a treat! oh yeah..remind me to give Nigel one too for sacrificing himself to wear only a towel to act in my mono. :)
tml is the full-dress rehearsal..die....
I cant get rid of my singlish slang and my pronounciation sux big time..i think im gonna fare badly for my prac. die die die..why do i speak such bad english? I really try my best..but still i really cant do it..life sux
11:07:00 PM
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< | Sunday, May 11, 2003
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is this true?
im depressed?haha
11:04:00 PM
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< | Saturday, May 10, 2003
wow,havent really posted anything in quite a few days...well much has happened. First of all, our CO got a gold for SYF! yeah! at least my hard work was not wasted..but the best thing was that we did not get into finals haha..no more practice!
my mono is like only one week away! help!! i see everyone putting so much work into their mono. except me..i really dunno why but I cant really see myself as a true TSD student...the TSD ppl are so into Theatre and acting and stuff but I am really not...TSD is not my life..sigh i really think if my mid-yr result for TSD is not good I might drop TSD, no matter what Rachel says Im not really good at TSD...sigh sigh sigh
good news! today is our two-wk anni..time really flies..hope it will last :)
IkEa has some really good stuff,bought two lamps and a pillow today. THe lamps are for my mono., Im not some obesessive housewife kinda person like vonz haha but the pilllow i couldnt resist...it's pink! haha Ikea is my new fav. place..too bad its so far away but i will so go there more often yeah!
days: 16
9:51:00 PM
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< | Thursday, May 08, 2003
hey guys,i was just experimenting something about photos online so come and visit my photo album! click here!
the guest password is :charmaine
11:55:00 PM
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< | Tuesday, May 06, 2003
sian..another sucky boring day..i hate this i hate this i hate this! to make things worse, i kena caught by mr Seet today..turns out he knows my name which is way freaky..he caught me for my skirt,earrings,shoes,no belt and socks..sux man,have to report to him soon..CO sux im exhausted from it..im ultra stressed for my mono..really dunno wat to do about it and I missed the most important workshop yesterday becos of yes u know it! CO!!!!!!!!!! thank god SYF is this thursday dunno how much of this shit i can put up with.
days:12
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< | Sunday, May 04, 2003
oh man im so tired! gonna slp early tonight,yeah tml im going to come to sch at 11.10 becos my timetable is just so frivolous, if i came to sch at the proper time my only lesson would be PE wat the hell rite?
went to national library this afternoon,seriously PS is getting better and better, all the shops there are great esp that corner that mi and huan went..haha my new resolution is to go there every wk and buy a badge. National library was freezing and between the four of us, we took about 28 books to look through haha,bunch of nerds we are. There were some really interesting finds though.
Facts I never knew about Saddam until today:
1) he had a bad childhood and it was suggested his father sexually abused him
2) he loved his horse alot and when it died, Saddam was so distraught that his left hand was paralysed for a week. For some reason all of us find this highly amusing and were laughing so loud we nearly got thrown out.
3) Saddam looked calm and relaxed at his wedding (like duh how is he supposed to look then?)
sometimes i think there are just too many useless information in history books haha
my wish list:
mango body wash
wallet
got milk tee-shirt
black nike sports bra
things to do:
buy cheryl's present
buy mother's day present
save money (like how with all these things to do?)
pay library fines
days: 10
10:30:00 PM
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< | Saturday, May 03, 2003
Dunman High School
The School That Suited You Most!
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omg wat the hell? i got dunman high? haha..is this a trick or wat?
am i really suited for DHS, i always thought i wasn't even though i really enjoyed my 4 yrs there haha..this is freaking mi out real bad
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help everyone help! i wanna get the video of the play cat on a hot tin roof..anyone have any idea how to? if you do pls contact mi here k? thanks lots :)
do u know branden fraser acted as brick in that play? haha..cant believe he even acted in plays let alone as such a serious character..well..too much stereotyping i guess.
ivan just msged mi and say he missed mi haha...that mad person well i miss him too and all the dunman ppl that are not in vjc..long time no see..haiyah,well hope u guys are still well and doing fine. we have to catch up sometimes okie? take care
9:35:00 PM
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ooh candy necklace..haha yeah i think this is quite true..i can be clingy at times if i really like a person..oh well beware! haha
just read leonard's blog,he seems abit depressed..i really dunno how to help him..leonard if you are reading this dun worry i will be here for you k? take care and if you need any help just approach mi :) stay happy
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another boring day..today i have co from 1-6! wat the hell rite? ruining my whole saturday. thank god SYF is next thurs,just a few days more of toture and everything will be over. my mono is next mon! die! die! die! im so gonna flop for it how?! i need help! lucky nigel agreed to act as brick,that settles one prob.
tml going to national library to look up on our "literature review" for the holocaust..haha..there goes my sunday too! well IPW sux big time but at least we know wat we are doing and we have planned our stupid proposal which is due this wed! wat the hell rite?
so many things to worry about..wat to do? im seriously stressed out!
watched anger management yesterday..not a bad show..haha,quite a sweet comedy but i think x-men was better so ppl out there..watch x-men first!
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days:9
9:39:00 AM
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< | Friday, May 02, 2003
lala now im in the library slacking..haha im always in the library slacking rite? yeah aniway i cant wait for sch to end,i heard theres like a huge sale at heeren and i need to get there now! im meeting ks at orchard too haha yeah! must figure out wat to buy..haiyah
my monos is next monday! wat the hell! i seriously need to memorise my script...who should i ask to act as brick? should i get nigel? he is the best candidate for the role but im afraid he will be too busy wat with his own monos and everything..well no harm asking him :)
ppl reading this blog: know anyone with 1)an antique wooden chest 1/2-3/4m in length 2) funeral dress 3)cheongsum
pls contact mi!!! i desperately need these stuff for my senior's exam and i would get screwed if i dun get these soon! my email is charmaineyeong@hotmail.com spread the word!
days:8 (one wk anni!)
10:57:00 AM
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< | Thursday, May 01, 2003
woah..just checked my egroups..read chris' blog and feeling lazy now she has already started thinking all the technical stuff for her mono! omg! yeah why is everyone touchy about linking their blogs? i mean if they have a blog they want ppl to read it rite? if not why put it online for the whole world to see? sorry bad mood now but i already apologized to all those ppl i offended i will take ur links down now
x-men 2 is damm cool,ppl who are reading this,go watch it now! the special effects,sounds,action just blows ur mind away.
im sick of egg tarts i ate one too many today!
days:7
9:39:00 PM
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